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I'm the new guy. I'm left out. Left behind. Left turn. Still not sure what I'm doing. partly excited about the opportunity, mostly scared that I've fallen into a trap. Time will tell.

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vegas and Jesus

So, I'm sure there have been doctoral dissertations written on the subject. And I still wonder what Jesus would think. Would He approve? Would He crumble the casinos? He would certainly love the people. And maybe that's all. He'd...

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how did I get here?

Sitting in a room at the MGM Grand in Las Vegas. At the CES show. Hanging around people I don't know. In a constant state of thinking I don't belong here and thinking, "yeah, I can do this!" What...

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meeting

it's 12:55pm. At one, I'm meeting with OTB via video chat to discuss the future. My heart is heavy.

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big boy underwear

So, Dean told me a few days ago that it's time to put on my big boy underwear and go to work. I joined the many regular 8-5 workers today. It was a very tough day. Overall, I've decided...

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heading

So, we sit here on my first day on the job. My email being scanned for anything unusual (howdy tech guys!). Don’t have internet yet, but when I do, Big Brother is watching. I’m at a typical office cubicle....

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blessed

We are blessed. We have 4 great, healthy kids, a wonderful home, good friends and I have a new job on Thursday. I'm excited and very scared. Sad and confident. Let's go.

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