eb and flow

on top of some things. absolutely failing others. the eb and flow of life.

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tired

Got this text today: I need u to just pray. I'm tired. In every possible way a person can be tired. I concur. I don't think this is how God calls us to live. However, as I read Chambers, I'm not...

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king of cynics, king of fanaticism

So, I often hear people talk about how God works in their life, especially as related to timing and I often put on the cynic hat. "Sure, that's just the way it worked." I guess the deep seeded fatalist...

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going

So, we're halfway thru this thing, and it feels like we're only now getting going. Not sure what God is doing here. On one hand, it's exciting. On the other, frustrating. Regardless, we're here...

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caught

No wonder I'm mentally exhausted at the end of the day. I'm caught between being anxious about what's before me and what I should be doing and knowing that God is doing the "heavy lifting" in my life. I've...

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it’s not that i’m impatient…

... i just hate waiting.

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lifting

so, chatting with God this early afternoon, walking home from my neighbor's who took me on a short flight to Topeka for lunch (FUN!) and was thinking about how though some things may seem clear, there's still so many...

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Interesting…

... to read a quote like this that involves me. This is beyond what i could ask for, beyond what i expected!! Fun.

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meant to do

Ok. So I have a hard time picking. Maybe it's not that hard after all. Just because I enjoy doing many things doesn't mean I was "meant" to do them. I have tons of interests. I doubt we will...

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church building

i didn't realize church building was going to be this difficult... am i the poster child of naivete?

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