I’ve prayed for OTB to find a benefactor in order to put me back in their camp. Or to win the lottery. I did win $16 yesterday. Not enough to quit my day job. OTB needs help. Nathan does too. As does Barry. It’s tough to try to help them. I fail to deliver due to lack of time. Or they fail to follow through due to lack of time, money or knowledge or in thinking I have helped them only to realize I have actually made things more difficult. And that’s all hard to watch. Perhaps I should move to Nashville. This would probably only further make things difficult. Being “there” and still not being able to help might push me over the edge. Interestingly, I feel a peace today. Not sure why. Maybe it’s the ever present hand of God. Maybe it’s because we leave on vacation on Saturday. Maybe it’s because I won $16. Maybe it’s because it’s raining.
