So, Dean told me a few days ago that it’s time to put on my big boy underwear and go to work. I joined the many regular 8-5 workers today. It was a very tough day. Overall, I’ve decided that the issue is that I have enjoyed much freedom most of my working life. Lawn mowing, painting, subbing, TV50, USD493, funkhouse… Perhaps there’s more freedom here than I realize. I know there is. It was just the first day. I’m working hard at trying to not dwell on the past here. I could go on and on about how sad I am, how pathetic… Boo Hoo. I will refrain from that. I had a great time this evening, playing PS2 with Gracie and Gabi and then playing keep away with Will and Claire using a marble. My future is right before me. Help me to live each moment, be IN the moment and be all I can be. Thanks.
