meeting

it's 12:55pm. At one, I'm meeting with OTB via video chat to discuss the future. My heart is heavy.

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big boy underwear

So, Dean told me a few days ago that it's time to put on my big boy underwear and go to work. I joined the many regular 8-5 workers today. It was a very tough day. Overall, I've decided...

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heading

So, we sit here on my first day on the job. My email being scanned for anything unusual (howdy tech guys!). Don’t have internet yet, but when I do, Big Brother is watching. I’m at a typical office cubicle....

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blessed

We are blessed. We have 4 great, healthy kids, a wonderful home, good friends and I have a new job on Thursday. I'm excited and very scared. Sad and confident. Let's go.

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Best

It's probably the best Christmas season I've had. I've learned and begun to understand more about what that first Christmas was really like. Understood the characters better and what they went through. And understood my response to all that...

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relief

It's 10:55am. At 10:44, I placed a call to Gary Davis at CertiTech. I have a new job.

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41.1

With all this talk about my birthday/age, one would think I am obsessing. Not really, just making conversation. Tomorrow I call about the CertiTech position. I outlined what I'd liek to see from them. Vacation in the first year...

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fourty one

man I'm old. May 41 be a good ripe age! I see career/job changes, hitting the financial extremes (at least one is covered already!), Good stuff. Some bad stuff. A chance to make changes that change something, in me,...

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Ps. 91

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in Whom I trust." If you make the Most High...

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now what.

Up and down. Emotional roller coaster. Do I? Do I not? What do I? Richard called. Cool. So, when do we fly to Atlanta to meet and greet and get this figured out? They (the Atlanta Unipro people) said that they...

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