This was supposed to be the title of my post last week. Something clicked in my being. I was OK, at last. With my lot. A great job… Well, at least a great place to be, good salary, good family environment, good benefits, good vacation… I actually felt I made a turn in my thinking. It was eerily like the decision to move to SE Kansas some 13 years ago. I felt good about my new job. Much of that was because I felt useful for a change. I hate new jobs. Have I mentioned that already? The new guy. At the “old” job, I was “the” computer guy. I guess that felt good. Now, I am the lone Mac guy in a hell of Dells. Lost. But learning. In fact, today I solved a customer questions without help from anyone. So, not bad just 2 weeks into the job! I constantly struggle and God constantly reminds me of Ps. 37. I am to delight in Him. And that’s pretty much that! It’s not that God doesn’t care about me or my likes/desires. In fact, he does, the verse says so! But first, I must delight in Him. Help me. I’m tired and this isn’t really turning out how I saw it in my head.
