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So, Dean and I have put ourselves into a situation where I really have no choice. I'd like to think I'm in a situation where God has me having to make a conscious decision on the next course of...

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my heart hurts

Video chat with OTB this afternoon. Hard to see them and then try to accept that working with/for them is not a good idea. Are the costs too high? Is it worth it? Does this all really matter? Won't...

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real man

Joseph. The guy gets third billing, if he's lucky. We spend more time celebrating the angels, the shepherds, the wise men. Chuches spend more time figuring out ways to bring live animals into the sanctuary than talking about Joseph....

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juggling

So, Shannon is over before a trip to Nashville. We're talking turkey. Getting to talk about doing a management/booking company. I have a text chat with OTB about the Lillenas thing and then my willingness to talk about going...

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choices part deux

I don't speak French. Hopefully that's spelled right... So, I prayed for a sign, I believe I said "anything". When it rains... Of course, OTB called and they want me back. Overall, this is what I want. If I could not...

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found

o, how I would have despaired if You had not come found me there i can lean against Your throne and find my peace find my peace Today is the second time I listened to the song by JK. That record was hard...

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job?

So, Deana gave me this plaque that says, "What would you do if you knew you could not fail?" Maybe I've mentioned it before. So, she asks (and others too, for that matter)... What's your response? I would do what...

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choices

OK. So I've prayed for a sign. Something. Anything. A job. Anything. A cause. A direction. Ring. A contract conpany called Mosaic offers me a job selling Epson printers in Best Buy in Independence, MO. Weekends only. 12 hrs. per weekend....

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my resume and the middle east

An interesting day... Pastor Tom is doing a series of "chats", not sermons about the principle characters of the Nativity story. Today, he started witht he story of Mary. He didn't really say much that I hadn't heard before....

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41

I've always had good odd numbered years. 19 was great. I got married at 23. My first kid at 29. Second at 31. Being 5 was great. I was driving at 15. For once I'm looking forward to getting...

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