dreams

A telling/holding tank for the dreams I have at night.

broken record

i know I tend to say this from time to time… i miss involvement in music/production/live entertainment/etc.

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not so fake – the $416.21 experiment

Without going into much personal detail in this public, albeit little read forum, the idea of being a male in a female dominated world has crumbled. At least in the interior design field. Or, at least for now. Or,...

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fake

I feel like such a fake. Is everyone staring at me? Can they see through me? Or do they even see me at all? Why am I here? Will they kick me out? Ugh. Taking a class at JCCC. "Starting" the...

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trajectory

This certainly isn’t original, but, part of the story at this point… You’re headed down a path and then get just one degree off. At first, you can still see the line of the path you were on. You...

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debt, shattered dreams and abandonment

There are countless stories in Christian history of people following after God, able and willing to go where He leads, only to find themselves stuck in a place far from where they see themselves. Most likely the most famous...

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finding soul vs. losing faith… a “getting kicked in the balls” story

For years I’ve searched. I tend to enjoy doing so many things, I’ve never thought of myself as having a hobby. As I’ve aged, i’ve found my life melding together more and more. I used to keep my work life...

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not sure if it’s something I’ve been eating…

The dreams have been quite detailed and I’m remembering several nightly... A few to document today. I dreamed we were at an LF gig at a high school. It was a “typical” HS gym with a stage on one side....

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rain

Dreamed I was outside doing something and just before a rain storm hit, I ducked inside a garage and watched the storm from there. For once, the interpretation makes sense and might even be correct: To see and hear rain...

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lock

In one night, I had two different dreams that had a lock in them. Just a run of the mill, lock with a key. Something you put on your back shed. So, the interpretation? To see a lock in your...

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golf and DeWalt

Another dream from last night just remembered... I went golfing. There were others golfing with me, but, I can’t remember who was with me. I was distracted by something, I don’t recall what it was. But, I’m not sure I...

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