Well, we made it to Saturday. Barely. A promotion with no definites. Two job interviews for new new job. Being overdrawn in our bank account. Lots of thoughts. And time keeps ticking. Tomorrow I give my testimony in church. I’m being considered or affirmed as part of the ministry council. I’m going to suggest a name change to Jedi Council. I’ll be Yoda or perhaps the Samuel L. Jackson character. I’m a little scared that it might take a lot of my time. I guess this is my ministry right now. Once again, part of becoming an adult. It’s about time at 41. I’ll probably make the switch to the new job. Though going to BGI might be a bit risky, if their status doesn’t change, it’s the best place TO be for some stability. If the job is what I think it is, then I think I’ll be able to do a bang up job. Some parts I won’t like and some I will. At least it’s not the same thing all day every day. ID still offers me a lot of opportunity and I’m a bit frustrated that at the 11th hour I get the promotion, right before I jump ship. I think I could make a tremendous impact there, professionally and personally. Maybe even be THE catalyst to make it something. On the other hand, I’m afraid I might be squelched a bit. So, it’s all up. I have to make a conscience decision. Choose. With no regrets. God, enlighten me.
