So…
I am sitting down… RIGHT NOW… to write a followup note to the pastor from the lunch we had a few weeks ago. I am writing, generally a ‘woe is me” note about how I have been overlooked in a leadership position in the church. I was a leader in many areas, church, business, life… And now, 20-30 years later, I am generally in NO leadership positions. Church. Business. Life.
Unfortunately, I realize, that if I am whining about not being a leader, well, then perhaps, I am NOT a leader! So, what’s the point of sharing my “issues” with the pastor when talking about that kinda nullifies me FOR leadership…
I would think he would WANT to know my thoughts, but, in reality, that really wouldn’t change anything. Unfortunately, I generally want to vent my feelings. Will that make me feel better. Perhaps. But alas, not sure what to do.
ugh.
