Ok. So I have a hard time picking. Maybe it’s not that hard after all. Just because I enjoy doing many things doesn’t mean I was “meant” to do them. I have tons of interests. I doubt we will ever NOT do some sort of home remodeling. So, I suppose, that’s one of those “meant to” things.
However, we come to a crossroads, back to what I wanted to do “way back when.” Unfortunately/fortunately, it dredges up tons of feelings. Because, it was successful. God meant for me to do that. There was no doubt about me obeying. He blessed it. It was how I longed to be defined. It was how I was defined. It is how I am still defined to a certain degree. It’s so niche. But, it’s what I do.
And, it appears that God is still not done defining me in that area.
Thank you.
