Video chat with OTB this afternoon. Hard to see them and then try to accept that working with/for them is not a good idea. Are the costs too high? Is it worth it? Does this all really matter? Won’t God take care of me regardless? Even if I act foolishly?
Richard officially offered me the job at ABMI. I would do a great job. Security out the wazoo. This is the absolutely best option for the family. So, is it really a choice? I could work there for 2-3 years, get our feet on the ground and see what God has for us next. Man, that is really a great option! Everyone wins! I might miss some things in my heart, in my gut. I might not have that “outlet” like I would with OTB or perhaps with CertiTech. It feels like I’m settling. Not “going for it”. It’s the most honorable thing to do. Does “honorable” befit me? Lots to decide in the next few hours. Exciting times!
