Up and down. Emotional roller coaster. Do I? Do I not? What do I?
Richard called. Cool. So, when do we fly to Atlanta to meet and greet and get this figured out?
They (the Atlanta Unipro people) said that they want someone in Atlanta.
SO, we are officially making career decisions out of default now. Gotta love it! God, not sure what You’re doing here. In my feeble mind, the Richard job gave us the opportunity to get back on our feet, a little security (if I can use that work with You!) for the family. I’d love to do the CertiTech job and maybe, perhaps, that’s where You’re pointing? Or, maybe back with OTB/funkhouse. Perhaps You have something even better for us! I was sad this AM about “giving up” being involved with music/ministry. And here I am, depressed about missing out on the Richard job. Maybe it’s back to making decisions. We need to decide what we’re after and I need to seek that. We’ll see what CertiTech says next week. In the meantime, my phone will ring and someone will offer another job, throwing my emotions crazy. God, we’re hurting. And it’s our own doing. We already talked about that. Please continue to show me some steps. Help me to stay positive. And to not hit an all time self esteem low. My phone rings… It’s Dean.
