So, Dean and I have put ourselves into a situation where I really have no choice. I’d like to think I’m in a situation where God has me having to make a conscious decision on the next course of my life. I still believe that to be true. But, (the proverbial) with our extremely poor money management skills, our spending habits, lack of taking it seriously or understanding that we ARE weeks away from bankruptcy, I don’t think I really have a choice. I didn’t want to have to make a choice by default. But, it appears that we kinda are. How does one go thru $1K in a couple of days when one doesn’t even have a job? Where will that $ come from? Are we really allowing God to work in our lives? If the ABMI job doesn’t happen, then what? God, what do you do to people who intentionally put themselves in a situation where they have to trust in You? When they make poor decisions knowing that You will have to rescue them? Why can’t I stop this madness? Please forgive us. May we “get it” and make the necessary changes. Thanks.
