One month since I started my new job. I love it and I hate it. I totally vacillate between those two emotions about every minute of the day. I need to see a counselor. I wish I could plug my brain in like on The Matrix and I could know all about the software so I could feel like I’m actually useful. I guess it will all come in time. Then I sit and think, I’d rather be spending the time that I’m learning this software that has no real impact on me in the studio, or working the phones/stuff for OTB or NS or even BD! And then I come home, see the $ in my bank account and the 4 kids running around and realize, once again, why I’m doing this. It’s a pasture, a season. My kids time to blossom. See why I need to see a counselor?

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