Whew. Still lots to process in this new position. I think I’m trying too hard in some ways but then not really trying hard at all in other ways. Perhaps even the same way. Did I say I was scatterbrained?
It’s been difficult, more than I had thought, in doing the 2 jobs. Switching from the artist management mentality to customer service and back. We have yet to sign an artist. The whole thing a couple of months ago threw me for a bigger loop than I had thought. I’m getting past it, to some degree. And then, trying to find artists. I’ve never relied on “finding”. I’ve always worked with what God brought me. The “fate” part of my life. Going out into the community has been good. It’s been slow. It’s forced me to still pray the 3 things. In fact, I should pray those things every day. Not just during GMA week!
So, where to start? I think that where we need to be is actually right under our noses. I think OTB is waiting on me to make a move, as it actually is my move. Yet, I seem to keep looking somewhere else. If I focused on them, perhaps other things would fall into place? Maybe God has shown me and I’m too human to understand or even see it!
Wake up scatterbrain.
