It’s not that I dislike my job. In fact, I’m doing stuff that I do. Lots of different things. Computer stuff, manual labor, phone calling (Ok, so cold sales calling SUCKS!), etc. I guess it’s the feeling that I’m starting over. Ok, I AM starting over. The low man on the totem. Poor pay. Not totally understanding what I’m there for or what to do. No health insurance. No sick days. No vacation. No nothing. 8-5. Work. So I DO like the weekly paycheck. And other stuff. And I did want something new (be careful for what you wish for?!). I guess I thought with my varied experiences, I could, or at least I wanted to, start somewhere more int eh middle. Not on the bottom. It’s humbling, which is good. But there are times where it’s beyond simple “humbling”. Demeaning. And I hate that. Starting over isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.
